Title: Back to You (A Coming Home Novel)
Author: Jessica Scott
Publisher/Publication Date: Forever, January 7, 2014
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Book
Summary
He's
in for the fight of his life . . .
Army captain Trent Davila loved his wife, Laura, and their two beautiful children. But when he almost lost his life in combat, something inside him died. He couldn't explain the emptiness he felt or bridge the growing distance between him and his family-so he deployed again. And again. And again...until his marriage reached its breaking point. Now, with everything on the line, Trent has one last chance to prove to his wife that he can be the man she needs ...if she'll have him . . . to win back his only love. Laura is blindsided when Trent returns home. Time and again, he chose his men over his family, and she's just beginning to put the pieces of her shattered heart back together. But when Trent faces a court martial on false charges, only Laura can save him. What begins as an act of kindness to protect his career inflames a desire she thought long buried-and a love that won't be denied. But can she trust that this time he's back to stay?
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TO YOU Excerpt
“So, to what do I
owe the honor of this visit?” she asked, minimizing her e-mail to be able to
focus.
“Don’t throw me out
of the office,” he said, trying to keep his voice light. “But I need to talk
to you about Trent’s case.”
Laura leaned back in
her chair, folding her arms over her chest, and started counting to ten.
“I know you’re
having a hard time with him.”
Laura sucked on her
top lip for a moment before answering. “I wouldn’t necessarily call filing
for divorce a hard time.”
“And that’s what I
need to talk to you about.”
“Patrick…”
“Just hear me out,
okay?”
She ground her teeth
but after a moment nodded.
“Listen, there’s no
case against Trent. It’s weak at best. With the Article 32 about to start, we
have a good chance of getting it stopped here before it goes to
court-martial. But I need to plant doubt that the allegations against him are
true.” He met her gaze. “I need you to do that.”
Laura chewed on her
bottom lip, playing his words over and over in her head, not understanding
what he was asking of her. “What do you mean, you need to plant doubt?”
“The primary witness
against your husband, PFC Adorno—”
“Oh, we’ve met,”
Laura said dryly.
Patrick’s smile was
humorless. “Yes, well, that’s part of the prosecution’s problem. She’s
alleging that Trent was inappropriate but the problem is that she and
Lieutenant Randall were caught in their shenanigans downrange.”
Laura frowned. “So
you think this is a ploy to get herself out of trouble?
“Her and her
husband. If they were working together to steal the missing weapons systems,
then what better way to get out of trouble than to make this stuff up against
Trent? Takes the focus off her and her husband completely.” Patrick leaned
forward, tapping his index finger on the desk. “If I can cast Trent as a
sympathetic family man who would never do anything like what she’s alleging,
this case is all but dismissed. I’m not attacking her. All I have to do is
make Trent look better than the story she’s telling and we’ve got a win.”
“And you need me to
paint on a happy face and be the loving wife.”
Patrick shook his
head. “No, I need you to be one half of a loving couple. And I need you to do
it publicly where everyone can see it—in the PX, in the chow hall,
everywhere. I need the officers on this board to believe exactly what I’ll be
telling them on the day of the hearing.”
She looked down at
her empty ring finger, absently rubbing the bare skin beneath the bandage.
“Everyone knows that we’re having problems, Patrick.”
“Then make sure
everyone knows you’ve fixed it.” He leaned back. “I wouldn’t ask you to do
this if I didn’t think it was our best shot at getting this whole thing
thrown out.”
She looked up at
him. “Why didn’t Trent ask me to do this?”
Patrick swallowed
and looked away. “He refused to drag you into this,” he said quietly. “For
what it’s worth, I don’t in a million years believe the allegations against
Trent. I don’t think he would ever, ever be unfaithful to you.”
Laura pressed her
lips together in a flat line. “You’re wrong, Patrick. He’s been cheating on
me for years. It was just with the army instead of another woman.”
“Laura—”
“Let me think about
it,” she said quickly. “I won’t say no out of hand but I can’t make this
decision on a whim.”
Patrick leaned
across the desk, gripping her hand. “I know this is hard for you, Laura. I
know what I’m asking you to do.”
She said nothing for
a long moment and he gave her a sympathetic but firm smile. “Give it some
thought, okay?”
When she was alone,
she sat there, staring at the picture of her family. Wondering how she was
going to bring him back into the kids’ lives and then rip him out again. What
he was asking wasn’t fair. He had no idea what this was going to do to her
family.
She glanced at the
photo on her desk as she typed furiously, trying to get ahead of the flood of
e-mails in her inbox.
There was a quiet
rap on her office door. “I’m not here,” she said quickly, looking up.
Her fingers froze on
the keyboard. Her heart stopped in her chest.
Trent stood in the
doorway. He had a duffle bag slung over his shoulder. His glasses hid the
darkness of his eyes. There was a streak of dirt on his cheek. An assault
pack hung limply from his left hand.
A thousand emotions
ripped through her all at once, rioting for supremacy as she drank in the
sight of her husband.
Ex-husband, she
reminded herself. Or at least he was supposed to be.
She wished that this
were a normal homecoming. One where she would rush across the small space and
crash into him. His arms would come around her and she would inhale the
strong spicy scent of his skin. Feel the heat of his touch. Savor that first,
wild kiss.
Instead she had
this. This empty chasm between them, echoing with loneliness.
And she had no idea
how to cross it.
BACK
TO YOU Pre-Launch Blitz Q&A
I
knew they would have a story to tell but telling their story in this
particular way, no I didn’t intend it. It took finding my amazing editor
along with multiple attempts at trial and error to get them just right. I’m a
nervous wreck about their story, but I’m also really excited because I’m very
happy with how their story turned out. Plus, hamsters. Who can argue with
that, right?
I
remember standing in the ops one day and one of the guys was on the phone
with his wife. He was telling her how much he was sorry, how much he didn’t
want to work late. Then one of the other guys remarked that he always says
that but he doesn’t ever mean it. So I had this idea of a man who was so
driven to get back to war that he let his entire family and personal life
suffer, but I also wanted a wife who people could relate to as well. Laura is
Trent’s perfect complement.
That’s
a much bigger topic than we have time for but I’ll say this: each one has its
own unique challenges. Being deployed, not being able to get home when your
kids are crying that they want mommy, that’s brutal. It rips your soul out.
But then coming home and your reality doesn’t live up to the fantasy? In some
ways I think it’s worse, and that doesn’t make a whole lot of sense. As far
as being the wife at home? I remember vividly lying awake at night,
obsessively checking to make sure my ringer was turned on. I never cared when
he called I just wanted to hear his voice. So which one is worse? I can’t
really say. But I’m grateful that we’ve made it through each one a little bit
stronger, you know?
I
love a reunion story. I love the idea of being able to forgive and love the
person you’re with right then and not the memory of someone. I’m a huge
sucker for reunion stories, honestly. I love the reconnection, the noting of
how things have changed, of learning to love that person all over again,
especially after a betrayal or things didn’t work in the past.
Trent
is going to be hard for people to read, I suspect. He comes close to crossing
some boundaries, and I wanted to do that deliberately: I wanted people to
understand that coming home from war isn’t cured in a day or a week. It’s a
process. Someone like Trent who has bled in combat isn’t going to be okay
after a night of magical sex. I know that’s the fantasy, but I wanted
something more: I wanted the fantasy that the couple will be strong enough to
make it. So for me, Trent is deeply, deeply personal because I’ve seen
friends struggle with some very tough choices. And the truth is, there is no
magical cure but there can still be a happily ever after if you have someone
strong enough to stand with you.
Laura
sending Trent divorce papers while deployed I think is the ultimate prohibition.
It’s just wrong on so many levels, and yet I wanted to give readers a sense
of what could drive someone to their breaking point. Laura is such a strong
woman and yet she broke. The strongest of us all have our breaking points. I
wanted to show people how hard the war has been on everyone—not just the
soldiers deploying but on the kids, on the spouses—but I also wanted to give
people hope, too.
Ah
Fluffy and Agent Chaos. So for readers who don’t know, we have hamsters. It all
started when we volunteered to buy the pre-k class pet. I didn’t realize that
this would include home visits for the holidays. Fluffy was the first hamster
and she promptly escaped within the first 24 hours. After that, we’ve become
a multiple hamster household and well, when they escape, it’s madness because
we have dogs and cats who, by some miracle, haven’t actually ever managed to
capture one of the little buggers.
This
story badly needed something to lighten it up. I thought adding in some
escaping rodents would be the perfect thing to break up a really tough
interaction between Trent and his kids. They provided a bridge for him to
cross, a way to reach them while he was still getting used to them.
Small
wedding. Both hamsters and dogs and cats. Sweats all the way.
Coming
home to be a parent again is probably the hardest thing soldiers do. The kids
have changed, they have their own wants and needs and, well, they’re not your
soldiers. They don’t listen like your soldiers have to. The noise and the
chaos and the constant needs are really tough to get used to again, so I
think Trent just ran away because it was too much to deal with.
It
was very, very difficult to write. I wanted to push boundaries and create at
least a glimpse of what it’s like to come home. I wanted to give readers a
taste of the emotions that people go through, the fear, the uncertainty but
also the love and the hope and the relief that their loved one is home safe.
The
crowds and the entitlement. To this day, I won’t go into crowded stores or
wait in crowds. It’s suffocating. And it’s funny because when I first came
home, I was so annoyed at people complaining about lines and traffic and
school starting. I was just so grateful to be back. Now, I’m much more
sympathetic to everyday gripes and groans. I think it’s just part of how we
get through our days.
About the Author
USA
Today bestselling
author Jessica Scott is a career army officer; mother of two daughters, three
cats and three dogs; wife to a career NCO and wrangler of all things stuffed
and fluffy. She is a terrible cook and even worse housekeeper, but she's a
pretty good shot with her assigned weapon and someone liked some of the stuff
she wrote. Somehow, her children are pretty well-adjusted and her husband
still loves her, despite burned water and a messy house.
She's written for the New York Times At War Blog, PBS Point of View: Regarding War Blog, and Iraq and Afghanistan Veterans of America. She deployed to Iraq in 2009 as part of Operation Iraqi Freedom/New Dawn and has served as a company commander at Fort Hood, Texas. She's pursuing a PhD in Sociology in her spare time and most recently, she's been featured as one of Esquire Magazine's Americans of the Year for 2012.
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